Spacey Jane Lyrics
"Straightfaced"

I feel better tired, that's why I'm up all night
I think of what I'd say to you if you opened your eyes
I can't keep the light out, no I can't sleep at all
Those Sunday morning sermons they come eating at my soul
Could it be it, right in front
I can feel it, I'm sorry but
I can't keep a straight face on and tell you I still love you
I'm so sick of lying but it's all we've got the rest is fake
I'm talking quiet but it's awful loud
I feel felt things for but honey I don't feel them anymore
I feel better crying but I can't bear the site
Oh your begging me to stay but I can't be with you tonight
The sun comes up and I'm stuck and the brightness overwhelms me
And in that light I am so dark, I pour out love but you can't see
Could it be, it right in front
I can feel it, I'm sorry but
I can't keep a straight face on and tell you I still love you
Well I'm so sick of lying but it's all we've got the rest is fake
I'm talking quiet but it's awful loud
I feel felt things for you but honey I don't feel them anymore
Behind, I'll follow into the end of time
And I, I thought I knew but I'm not sure this time
I can't keep a straight face on and say I didn't love you
With all my heart I've shut you out because it's all I know how to do
There's so much screaming but it's cold, it's dull
I felt things for you but I have never felt this numb