Julie Anne San Jose Lyrics
"Never Had You"

Eyes closed that refuse to open
Turning blue nowhere to run
A soft whisper drawn like breath
And those visions confuse my head

How could I forget
Or even lie to myself
That there's just something
Maybe it's pain and love
'Cause the past has the way of holding in

[Chorus]
Feels like you had me, but I never had you
I gave you all of me and only got a piece of you
My heart is sore but I gotta keep going
Like I've been tryin' hard, so hard, to keep myself
Breathing
But goodbye
Is not the end
Not the end

I've built these wall so high
And you brought me out of myself
'Til we filled almost there
And yet we crashed too hard

Realized that this is far as we can go
From the night that you called
I was sitting alone
'Til you said something you feel like giving up

[Chorus]
Feels like you had me, but I never had you
I gave you all of me and only got a piece of you
My heart is sore but I gotta keep going
Like I've been tryin' hard, so hard, to keep myself
Breathing
But goodbye
Is not the end
Not the end

Lifetime's twisted
The scars aren't mended
There's no way to let you go
But it's all that's left to do
Every song that sings of you
Fills my head with memories we shared

Feels like you had me, but I never had you
I gave you all of me and only got a piece of you

[Chorus]
Feels like you had me, but I never had you
I gave you all of me and only got a piece of you
My heart is sore but I gotta keep going
Like I've been tryin' hard, so hard, to keep myself
Breathing
But goodbye
Is not the end
Not the end

But goodbye is not the end, not the end