Joy Denalane Lyrics
"Heaven Or Hell"

Rap:
She dissed me when she walked out the door
She kissed me, Luis Luggage on the floor
Gaising plus the room was misty
I felt the slight urge telling me to wisen up
I can't provise her, she dead in the right, the don's a jiver
I lost the most powerful piece, my queen
Broke her heart in 66 ways for some bitches and schemes
The only thing she left was a rose
And left the Rolls in front of the building
Now how the f*ck my pain got exposed

We done come to a point
Where it can't be denied no more
I don't even understand
What we're still in this for
I didn't mind the sacrifice
To keep our love alive
But something died so long ago
Just can't be revived
There comes a time you've got to face the situation
And make a choice in life
We're caught up in a state of hesitation
And that just won't suffice
Don't get me wrong
I done thought this through
The way you hold me used to console me
Now all I feel is the emptiness in you

Chorus:
What do I believe in, Heaven or hell
I don't believe in heaven cause I'm living in Hell
And that's my life with you

You sang my praises everyday
You used to tell me how you needed me
I know how proud you were that day
I brought home my degree
But you had dreams and all I wanted
Was for you to see them through
And through it all I forgot
That I once had dreams too
I should have had the sense to pay attention
Cause something told me to
The road to hell is paved with good intentions
And lord knows it's true
The years that I gave
Where they all in vain
Used to adore me now you ignore me
How could I know we would end up this way

Chorus

Bridge:
What hurts me most deep inside
Now that I'm letting go, you seem surprised
I watched your back for so many years now
You used to act like you were holding your career down
It's not the dreams, I kissed good-bye
It's that we used to be a team and now we live this lie
What's past is past, now listen well
I'm leaving your ass, cause I'm living hell

Chorus