Deviates Lyrics
"Midline"

I need help I cant leave I cant breathe
I see my way out but I'm in too deep to care
Emotionless, I feel myself about to break
Self-destruction, self corruption
This life I know, this life I hate
With each passing day my outlets slip away
I believe the lies and I dig myself in deeper

I play a daily game
Of tug a war
What's in my heart and what's on my mind
Not weighing circumstances
Passing blindly by my chances
Knowing some day I might die

In the silence of my nightmare
No one else can hear me scream
No one else knows what I need
No one else believes
I could die and not care
I need something to set me free

I play a daily game
Of tug a war
What's in my heart and what's on my mind
Not weighing circumstances
Passing blindly by my chances
Knowing some day I might die

Reflections from my past that seem so unreal to me
I'm out of touch I can no longer feel me
My heart is sick and my mind is reeling
Don't know myself
Don't know why I still don't care

I'm the only one that's playing
And I'm the only one that's paying
The more I struggle the more I lose
I dig myself in deeper and I still don't care

I play a daily game
Of tug a war
What's in my heart and what's on my mind
Not weighing circumstances
Passing blindly by my chances
Knowing some day I might die

And then the moment comes when you reach for my heart
Well I know it's too hard to find