Alanis Morissette Lyrics
"These R the Thoughts"

These are the thoughts that go through my head
In my backyard on a Sunday afternoon
When I have the house to myself and I am not
Expending all that energy on fighting with my boyfriend

Is he the one that I will marry? Then why's it so hard to be objective
About myself? Why do I feel cellularly alone?
Am I supposed to live in this crazy city?
Can blindly continued fear-induced regurgitated life-denying tradition
Be overcome?

Where does the money go that I send
To those in need? If we have so much, why do some people have nothing?
Still, why do I feel frantic when I first wake up in the morning?
Why do you say you are spiritual, yet you treat people like shit?

How can you say you're close to God and yet you talk behind
My back as though I am not
A part of you? Why do you say "I'm fine" when it's
Obvious you are not? Why's it so hard to tell you what I want?
Why can't you just read my mind?

Why do I fear that the quieter I am, the less you will listen?
Why do I care whether you like me or not?
Why's it so hard for me to be angry? Why is it such work to stay
Conscious and so easy to get stuck
And not the other way around?

Will I ever move back to Canada? Can
I be with a lover with whom I am a student
And a master? Why am I
Encouraged to shut my
Mouth when it gets too close to home? Why cannot I
Live in the moment?